We're smiling but we're close to tears

That moment when I open my Twitter and it won't load cause it's supposedly over capacity.
That moment when the sock smell stings your nose.
That moment when the sock smell won't go away.

So... how ya doin'?
You know that feeling when you realise that a lot has been happening in just a week. Yes, in just a week, everything can completely change. Whether bad to good or good to bad. Thus, we must never commit suicide in case next week everything will have completely changed. That also applies for me. Who knows next week I might have something actually worth blogging about - so don't give up on me now.
Farhana, gotta stop that.

Anyway, a lot of things have been happening since the last time I was here.
I am now a BWP of MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba. It happened so fast I could barely absorb the feeling of it. Well, there isn't much to absorb anyway since the process has been seriously absurd.

These nonsensical happenings have been interrupting the whole exhiliration of it. Blame the school system, man.

BWP - Badan Wakil Pelajar - Student Representative Council. The 14 people who are supposed to take care of the school... supposedly. I never thought I'd be one, never thought I'd be where I am right now. I always thought of myself as an EMC (English Motivational Council) material.
And I still do actually. But fate has took care of things. LOL.

I sent the form, went for the interview and ended up being a BWP candidate. Had to do a manifesto which was completely horrible and tremendously embarrassing. It's such a relief that not many people came during mine since it was during the evening and people were too lazy and tired. But still...

Then voting day came and the first list was announced. At first, I didn't get it. Laila didn't either, along with my neighbour Amirah Rasyiqah. But in a turn of events, the results weren't valid. Some technical problem or other.

Then the real result came out on Monday. And I did get it. But Laila didn't. So it kind of killed the mood. Plus, you know how compassionate I feel about others lol k tak. But I felt sorry for those who got it at first but actually didn't.
Shit happens, move on but the smell will stick with you.

And just so you know I didn't rip that off anyone. Nyeheh.
S0 in between the whole BWP business, I tried out for EMC as well. And EMC is just so much fun compared to the other stuff. I mean, we had to act and sing for the interview. Sighs.

Oh and my picture - they stuck up our pictures outside the library during voting day - it went missing. Along with 2 others. Mine was gone first. ha ha. how... disturbing O.O

Should be going now. Au revoir. I'll be coming home this Friday.
Don't feel too happy yeah? ;)

I love you too xo