It's time to go back to that placed I am forced to belong to. But wait, no one forced me. It was entirely my choice. Sometimes I wonder, if I could turn back time, would I change the decision I made?
Probably not. That feeling of needing some change is still fresh in my mind. I still remember the hatred I felt of my life during that time. And then came this chance for me to get out of there. It was what I needed - change.
Do I regret it? Yes, I do. But deep inside, I know it was good for me. It gave me a chance to be closer to Allah. To find the true meaning of life. It showed me who my real friends are and that horsey is someone I should keep forever, build a life with him.
It showed me how strong friendships can be. No matter how long we're apart, whenever we get together we'll still be us. It just doesn't change.
Only Allah knows how much I miss them.
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