May 30, 2011

Silent Screams

The truth is, I dislike what I'm going through.

I dislike my school.
I dislike the heaps of homework.
I dislike having to constantly fight for everything.
I dislike the gigantous competition.
I dislike having nothing to do on weekends and resorting to studying.
I dislike having to sleep at 12 every single day and waking up at 6.
I dislike it that I'm away from my best friends.
I dislike being tired every single day.

But in a way, I'm thankful to be there.
But I miss having people who know me. I miss the genuine smiles.
I'm tired of being tired.

And all I can do is suffer inside.