I gotta stop this

Supposed to be a doing a 700 word feature article on suicide.
Ugh, it's only the third day here, and my life is wasted in the library. I should stop this. I should probably catch up on my sleep.

Late-night gossipping with my roommates kept me up last night. Filled the night with laughter and keropok sotong, which shockingly tasted like durian.

Following the very HIGH mark for English and realising that my English is indeed terrible, I have been constantly checking the thesaurus for useless synonyms (to use in essays). I am sanguine that my English would be better after this - I mean, this is exhausting. Looking up the thesaurus every other word I find in a book.
And rumours have been spreading that our pointers are going to be out today - after, (how the teacher put it) "cikgu bertungkus-lumus key-in markah awak"
Yes, I am terrified. I shouldn't be, though. I should relax. I should calm down. Fill myself with tranquility. Panicking ain't good for you - it can be the cause of a mild heart attack (accounts student speaking here)

And I should go to the toilet. Nature is calling.