I decided to go back to school tomorrow. Since exams start on Wednesday, I kind of see no point in coming back today, if it means another day of studying at home. After these few days, I've become accustomed to the comfortable surroundings, making me less stressed.
Deep inside I feel guilty though. And a little scared. I'm scared the wardens will call out my name or something. Let's hope not ey? I am just so scared right now of the finals.
Oh right, there are a few reasons on why I am going back tomorrow:
- My clothes haven't dried yet.
- The maid needs to finish her work, so if my mom has to send me, she has to send the maid as well and the housework won't be done.
- I'm too lazy
- My dad is encouraging me - he says there'll be a jam tomorrow, and he's obviously lazy to send me today
- I'm too lazy.
- I need some more home
It's only 2 weeks till school ends. Funny. Funny how time doesn't wait for us anymore. As we get older, we're forced to catch up with time. It doesn't matter if we're ready or not, it'll just run along and we are left trailing behind it, trying our best.
In other words, I'm not ready for Form 5. Even the school holiday ahead of me seems so short when I think about what we're facing after it. It's our final school year, 95s. School dramas, fooling around, and gossiping in classes will no longer be part of our lives.
We're nearing the next train station.
It's where we choose what our lives are going to be.
In the midst of our lives now, we sometimes stop to think about our future life.
But right now, we're teenagers. We're still trapped here, not wanting to get out.
We're just not ready yet.
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