1st Week

First week of school? It's only the first week, so when people ask me How's Form 4?

I don't really know what to answer, I'll get back to that question 5 months later.

It's plain weird that I'm in upper form now. I mean, when I was in Form 1, there was a Form 4 class next to us and when I looked at them, they just seemed... old.

And well, right now, I don't feel so old. Haha. I don't actually know what I'm trying to say right now. Ditch it.

First week was okay. Was appointed as Assistant Monitor. And my our lovely monitor being Affandy. But, the teacher usually looks for me - the assistant - when she needs some work done. Lovely. I don't really mind, Affandy calls me his lovely assistant, so I guess I forgive him. And our class teacher is really nice. So it's all - lovely.

Just today, someone came and said the teacher was looking for the assistant monitor. And so I went to the staff room, and when she saw me, she said "Nurul my dear!"

And so I smiled and did whatever she asked me with sincerity. Hah.

Honestly, I have no idea what to say. It's just that, I went through this week quite feelingless. I'm not struggling with my studies YET, and I'm terrified really. I know it'll be hard.

I don't really know what to expect, and I hate that.

Form 4, jebal jalhaejwo ? Hehe.